normal, i think. i went home this weekend and i realised how blessed i am to have the family and friends that i do. i rang my friend jude and she came round and spent a night at mine, which was very fun! and i went to my church in romford. it was good. there's a lot about romford which isn't perfect and could do with changing, but you'll never have a perfect church until you have perfect people. it's the people that make the place, and i love the people there. no doubt about it; that is where i'm meant to be. things are moving forward and i can see that. i wish i played more of a part in that, but being at university in another part of the country is a bit of a hindrance. never mind, maybe one day. who knows what the plan is!