just thought i'd let you know that i'm reading this book, again. i think it is great. its all about this womens journey through life and her search for spirituality. it made me question whether or not i really search for God. i do not make the effort. that is a fact. i want to and i wish i was someone who did- which in itself is such a stupid thing to say. i make who i am and i allow myself to be lazy in my quest to find truth. 1 Cor 3:18 says, in a becky paraphase, that we should look into a mirror and see Christ smiling back. That we should be so intune with God that we see him in us, and in turn everywhere. I find it difficult studying the ways that so many people use to 'commune with the divine', so many hard, disciplined and spiritual people strive every day to do something that i take for granted and someone forget is a priviledge. i forget that there is so much of God, i take no time to revel in him and in all that he is. i think thats the problem, i take no time to revel in God, and when GOd is soo awesome, why the hell dont i?! when the people i admire are the people who shine with Godliness, why do i settle for being smudged and dim. i know that God has so much to offer me, i truly need to grasp that. in this book i am reading this women travels all over the world to truly experience God- would i even travel down the road?! i petition God to inspire me and i ask all you to sign it in prayer.